Last night I went to a house party at the friend’s house where #trouble girl lives. It was fine we hugged and acted like friends which I actually would like to be, and I told her that. There was someone else at the party who I’d gone on an okcupid date with in 2011. It made me feel like I belonged there. I complimented a girl on her hair and she said “thanks, I cut hair” and I said “really? I need someone to cut my hair” and she gave me her business card and told me about the queer owned salon she works at in my neighborhood. It felt like community. E. met me there and met my friend and now I’m sitting in her apartment alone, I made her coffee before she left for work, she gave me a key to lock up. My heart is very full.